Idle is torture me.....

the taste of nothing to do....
is not good....
Sometimes I am expecting the arrival of the New Year
but sometimes.... it doesn't....
There is... of course!!
the arrival of the New Year, I quickly lose entertainment.....
The computer... It is also cannot type.....
Parents control!!! Miserably!!!!!!^~^
Now, although have a computer....
but I have a feeling of doing nothing.....
what can i do???
Recently, a New Year's performance
but don't know is true or false...
afraid to fail, then more pain....
And can't show the mood....
because each performance, though I speak not but heart is want to...
But probably is false, after all..the bad than I......
hate this feeling.........